Mind Games and monopolyLOOKING OUT MY WINDOW, sarcasticlly to myself, I thought of the Excellent veiw of the smog covered city, San Francisco. I hate the smog, how it never lifts and how it covers the star littered skys above. Yet it provides an excellent example of mans accomplishments; Turning this beautiful planet into a world filled with violence, pollution, covered in metal creations that are meant to serve mankind but will eventually be there undoing. I am not a bitterman but I am sarcastic and blandly truthful. I say what I think and the facts, I do try to soften my blows but that doesn't always work, I tell as it is and how it will always be. At only age twenty-four I have witnessed horrors some do not hear of in a life time, let alone witness. I have been in Rehab twice for substance abuse, sleeping pills, to silence the ever screaming horrors of my dreams. I have aided in over twenty homicide investigations, since I was seventeen, I helped put way fourteen of those. Three of those men have thr
JelousyThe heart grows ill,A feeling swells.As Realization seeps in...Its her with you, not me.
Better off deadDrinking my tears.Drowning my hopes.washing away the memories.Burning the dreams.Crushing the joyswatching the ashes drift away on an ocean breeze.Lead me away.The triggers to my head.I'm filled with anger and misery.I'm better off dead.
what will i giveI'll give you the moon at night.I'll give you it the stars to light your eyesI'll give you the sun to make just one more dawn.I'll give you my heart and soul.When you ask me what will i give to you.Boy i'll give you it all....